I've often been 'jealous' of people who say 'I just can't sit'. They have such clean homes, and are always ready for a visitor. Never still in their PJs at noon. Now I see what may be driving them, and it doesn't sound like much fun. I am so sorry that you have this dogging you every minute. I can happily sit by my sunny window and watch the world (people, dogs, birds, dirty vehicles) go by. I feel so lucky with my messy house and un-made-up face. I hope you can find peace from this relentless need to be 'doing'. <3
I just want to say that you are an astonishing, excellent, fantastic, hard-ass writer. I was knocked back in my seat reading this. You're like Charles Bukowski and Mickey Spillane rolled together. I know what you're talking about from my own life, of course, but, fuck, I'm gob smacked. Amazing.
You honor me with your reply. Press on, press on. There is a YouTuber named Kayse Melone who really eviscerates Evangelical cultism; I recommend her for some sympathetic catharsis.
I've often been 'jealous' of people who say 'I just can't sit'. They have such clean homes, and are always ready for a visitor. Never still in their PJs at noon. Now I see what may be driving them, and it doesn't sound like much fun. I am so sorry that you have this dogging you every minute. I can happily sit by my sunny window and watch the world (people, dogs, birds, dirty vehicles) go by. I feel so lucky with my messy house and un-made-up face. I hope you can find peace from this relentless need to be 'doing'. <3
I just want to say that you are an astonishing, excellent, fantastic, hard-ass writer. I was knocked back in my seat reading this. You're like Charles Bukowski and Mickey Spillane rolled together. I know what you're talking about from my own life, of course, but, fuck, I'm gob smacked. Amazing.
You have rendered me speechless. Thank you for your kind words.
I'm an avid reader of your blog.
You've got this, Breanna. Keep going. Take it one day at a time, one step at a time.
Please consider activating "buy me a coffee" feature (assuming Substack has one).
You honor me with your reply. Press on, press on. There is a YouTuber named Kayse Melone who really eviscerates Evangelical cultism; I recommend her for some sympathetic catharsis.